who would have thought

well the last post was me trying to put my hurt into words and so today was a long day. i have felt sick to my stomach crying every few hours. just not feeling like there was any kind of hope. but today a light appeared! in the car i found out that the job training they would have to go through can be put off until september. meaning that i will see them when i come home. glory be is this a good start to what i thought was going to be a horrible rest of the summer...